<3 = worn loose

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 16:09:35 GMT

MOVED

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Fri, 11 Jun 2004 12:37:36 GMT

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Thu, 10 Jun 2004 19:10:53 GMT

what else do you want from me?

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 03:50:56 GMT

COUNTDOWN: 2 more days to go before my big birthday bash.

RANDOM THINGS:

i didnt go to my 1st class today, i dont know why.
the computer mic is finally working.
i still havent seen my dress
i dyed my hair again (light brown)
i cant wait for the General Assembly for Optic View
i can't post my tshirt surgeries yet since i still havent activated my MMS
i just got on the computer after a whole 3 days off it.
i have a cold..

PS: everybody go tell fotogra how fuckin fabulous Optic View's website is

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 17:04:51 GMT

i want a new name

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 16:58:07 GMT

current thoughts:
SUBJECT: Eamon's "Dont Want You Back"
WITH: Frankee's F.U.R.B

EAMON

[Verse 1:]
See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel

[chorus:]
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back (2x)

[verse 2:]
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, i heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me
(chorus)

Whoa whoa
Uh uh yea
Ya questioned, did i care
You could ask anyone, i even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but i do admit im sad
It hurt real bad, i cant sweat that, cuz i loved a hoe
(chorus)

FRANKEE

(You know there is two sides to every story)

See I don't know why you cryin' like a bitch
Talkin' shit like a snitch
Why you write a song 'bout me
If you really didn't care
You wouldn't wanna share
Tellin' everybody just how you feel

Chorus:
Fuc* What I did it was your fault somehow
Fuc* The presents, I threw all that shit out
Don't go cryin' you didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, Fuc* you right back (2x)

You thought you could really make me moan
I had better sex all alone (ha ha ha ha)
I had to do your friend
Now you want me to come back
You must be smokin' crack
Im goin' else where and thats a fact
*chorus

Whoa whoa
Uh uh yea
You questioned did I care
Maybe I would howl if you wanna come to me
Now it's over
But I do admit i'm glad I didn't catch your crabs
I can't swear bad cause I got to go
*chorus

(You Made Me Do This)

gave out invitations today. & killed two birds w/ one stone by visiting tin's place & meeting up with dyana. i got to see them & catch up even just for a short while...

maan even called me up tonight. it touched me how she openly suggested us going out once a month (us meaning w/ our close friends in YFC) to go out. she really do miss me. *blush

PS: i need someone to do my flash presentation... :( i just hope i get all my pictures up!

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 18:13:31 GMT

muy bien.

yeah... well, ps: tomorrow it's frosh night! i do hope i can join kiks and the rest.. but..

L	Legendary
A	Altruistic
I	Industrious

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

stolen from fotogra

people should start looking for fallen paper stars... (9days + stars + pink party dress + friends = birthday)

its going to be fun! (i hope...)

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 03:42:45 GMT

i made new icons for my journal! woopdeedoo. hah. and well, im here, online once again. i came home to do my paper for a class i have later. spent 36+ more than i should have since i just felt too wiped out to do my paper in a cold computer lab in school. so yeah, im here, currently typing up to 3 sentences... i suck.

so, in light of things, i decided to do my Mime:
1. What is the lowest grade that you consider acceptable?
2. Does the universe have an end?
3. Are you superstitious? Explain.

lowest grade? hm.. lets see. since in the La Salle Grading System the lowest we can get is an R which means we have to repeat the subject, i set my standards for low as 2. if i get a grade lower than 2, i consider it a failing mark...

the universe seems so big and... vast. its something even science cant get a tangible measurement as to its entirety, whether or not it has an end or not. for me though, in this tight little space i'm looking through, the universe is unending. it flows like time, endless... infinite.

i am not superstitious. i dont believe in passing chain letters for instance, nor do i avoid black cats because they are a signal of doom. i do believe however on a supreme being and on destiny set by His will. some people will consider that belief superstitious but hell, some people also think that believing and worshipping Nature is superstitious. tell me, what are not superstitions anyway?

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 14:59:46 GMT

im really anxious. why hasn't she updated yet? and her last entry isn't exactly comforting...

and how about everybody else outside my school life? how i wish i could share stories with paintedkisses and ask ragee how she's doing. i miss those summer nights of staying up late not because i have things to do, but because i'm talking to people in YM.

ps: im sick today, wasn't able to go to school and help with our OV booth. good news is, im feeling better and i'm hoping tomorrow my fever will be gone. PLUS, we got our own OV keychains! it rocks! :) (OV: my org, Optic View)

Sun, 30 May 2004 08:32:33 GMT

madz' debut was fun. funny how i went to the bathroom & my friends keep on calling on my cel, i thought 'oh it might be my turn already!!' (im part of her 18 verses), & when i breathlessly went inside the room i heard my name being called already! hah. anyway, its fun... made me think how close my birthday is...

so in light of 18th birthdays, i present to you a ballad for Mary Kate & Ashley Olsen by The Fresh... its cute in the creepy sort of way...

PS: i dont know how i can fit everything i need to do into a schedule. it feels like the hours in a day is too few

Thu, 27 May 2004 18:01:08 GMT

you people should come over & get yr avatars here. it fuckin ROCKS!

here's mine:
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Thu, 27 May 2004 02:46:46 GMT

kurt wants you to add him...
02/21/2004 Entry: "I know "My Space" is cooler, but..."

I think we should be Friendster friends. Hook it up- I'm on there under Kurt Halsey for the first name and Frederiksen for my last name. And while you're on there, give a hollar to by dear buddy Ryno. He's a good guy to know.

& everything is so damn weird right now... i miss people. whats so scary is that i miss one person who i havent met yet but have been part of my life.

PS: i want to live like there's no yesterday...
help me sail into the

Wed, 26 May 2004 17:03:53 GMT

somebody tell me how to put black borders around an image using html? the image is a link so the border is blue. can't seem to make it work. (see previous entry)

PS: i want a cat.

Sun, 23 May 2004 14:49:24 GMT

just so everybody knows:

SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW!
&i hate how my mind still wishes for a swim & hope for overnight stays on hotels.

Wed, 19 May 2004 10:47:36 GMT

i just miss my lolo.. (grandad.)

when i was little, i always play luto-luto (pretend cooking) on our backyard in my lolo's house. he built me this playhouse out of left over wood panels from his shop w/ a window & the mini door. i put this table there w/ cup on top for the centerpiece & 2 chairs & pretended my kitchen was outside the playhouse. i got the things i was supposed to 'cook' in the garden. petals, fruits, leaves, twigs, pebbles, soil, etc...

one day, i took a few leaves from the kamias tree and i doubled over w/ pain because i felt something sting me! i screamed! yelled even because it hurt so much. my lolo came running over to take care of my 'booboo' (er, thats what i call my wounds back then) thats when i found out i was stung by a bee. he treated me w/ alchohol & kissed my arm...

i was so scared that time & i remembered how tight he hugged me & whispered 'tahan na, ok lang yan, oh wla na ung bee.' (translated as: 'shhh, dont cry, its ok, the bee's gone.'). it felt home being in his arms, holding me tight...

Tue, 18 May 2004 16:20:12 GMT

i need a much needed vacation.

i went to sch today, we shopped for the mat & paint & shoerack we're putting in our org. where? SM mla. we got the mat which costs but not really that much, we got the shoerack cheap... but, no paint. we weren't sure if we were allowed to paint the walls. but it would have been nice, we're planning to do it in chrome yellow.. add lightings +comfy pillows & we're all set.

im so tired. i need to sleep... again. hah!
i slept from 4-9 then done the chores then now at 12 midnight im gonna sleep... im just so tired so i dont care if i wake up w/ a headache (from sleeping too much).

nyt!

oh question: what would you do if you were asked to kill someone (regardless of how bad that person is) for money?

Sun, 16 May 2004 16:28:13 GMT

&just because i love kurt halsey, i gone over & added that community. :) & yeah, direct contact w/ him!? *shivers w/ the thought.

today. was pretty normal. i've got tons to do tomorrow. my mom gave me a list of what i should to for my debut tomorrow. so we can finally do something tangible instead of plans & that sort of things.

oh & i had fun w/ dyana & the edp kada yesterday. missed all of them really. got me realizing how i could have been part of them group if it weren't for me & dyana's fallout. but hey, no hard feelings.

i really should get my ass off this fuckin lazy chair im sitting in. im NOT getting things done. i have that previous things to do posted & now a NEW one! har!

THINGS TO DO:

call queensland catering
- verify photo/vid coverage (vcd? kind of photo? how many shots?)
call varkada video
- ask details
- ask price
call jun valbuena
- ask details of photo&vid coverage
make script
finalize list of 18s (full name)
ask manay if he's finished w/ giveaways
get heidi's 1x1 pics
clean desk
CODE RAGEE's SITE

Fri, 14 May 2004 15:40:44 GMT

just got home at around 10pm. i'm so tired!! yeah, meeting today wasn't too bad, just gives me a slight migraine, but not at all bad... left a bit early today (uh.. at 5pm w/c is 30 mins before the dismissal time)

i just updated because i can't keep that 'jumbo hotdog' song from my head! my boyface kept singing it all the way home... had a BAD case of LSS (uh, last song syndrome) i suppose... & now passed it to me!

& yes, give me an image easy enough to vector?
i can't seem to find a decent one or one that i would actually vector & not be too lazy. :)

call people on my 18's to confirm attendance & get full names
call 142 people on debut list to confirm attendance
go to catering tomorrow to check
go wrap dyana's gift
get Org Calendar organized
get bases from omg_iconz_do icons
update http://so-pale.diaryland.com
code ragee's template
GET SOME DECENT SLEEP

Thu, 13 May 2004 13:53:29 GMT

been in and out of sleep during our meeting.

funny thing that got me insanely awake for about 10mins is that i found out our president was a guy! not that it's wrong or something... it's just that i thought Nes is a girl because of the name, nobody ever told me anything to NOT make me believe he's a girl. oh yeah well...

then i got my boyface to wait for me so we could go home together.
how i wish i have my cam.. pics of us today would have been sweet &tasty!

oh & i need SLEEP BADLY!

i think im gonna leave a journal somewhere... feel so.... crowded (?) right now.

oh & i want YOU to comment on i__consfrmlai to view icons ive made. :)

Wed, 12 May 2004 21:09:24 GMT

fuckin debut!

i swear if my parents havent gone & spent money on it already i will just cancel everything!

im still awake at 5.05am
why?

printing my program list

writing my invitation templates to the CD

drawing the bead design for my gown

AND!! worrying about the dressmaker

is it too much to ask for sleep?!
i have to be up by 6.30 BUT i still haven't slept yet.
god, i wish i dont fall asleep later on our PLANS seminar.

Wed, 12 May 2004 11:37:04 GMT

FINALLY!

i made my very own icon journal.
yeah, but it's friends only...

so for all those iconwhores, comment and be added.
i__consfrmlai

Tue, 11 May 2004 16:56:17 GMT

icons made by me (FROM NOW ON) will be for FRIENDS ONLY. comment, ask & see if i'll add you... i might just go & get a new acct for my icons... MIGHT being the operative word, but for now, it's here

& i'm making icon posts FRIENDS ONLY.

credit for icon bases: omg_iconz_

Tue, 11 May 2004 15:33:18 GMT

i feel unloved.

somebody tell me they <3 me & i'll go back & create miracles or something...

Tue, 11 May 2004 14:28:56 GMT

i adore ondra & her journals. i recommend everyone to see her journ___al site.

plus leave her props on her sherbetmassacre gbook or something.

Tue, 11 May 2004 13:34:57 GMT

i'm really bored ok? so sue me...

1. studded belt - 2 points: 2
2. dyed black hair - 2 points: 0
3. thick rimed glasses - 2 points: 0
4. tight shirts/pants - 2 points each: 0
5. gaudy belt buckle - 2 points each: 0
6. clothing bought from a thrift store - 2 points each: 2
7. having hair with bangs longer than the rest - 2 points: 0
8. trucker hats - 2 points: 2
9. messenger bag - 3 points: 3
10. livejournal/myspace/friendster account - 2 points each: 2
11. saucony/new balance/ converse shoes - 2 points per pair: 0
12. mountian climbing key thingy - 2 points: 0
13. X'd up mosh gloves - 10 points: 0
14. scarf - 2 points: 2
15. refering to bands as acronym - 2 points: 2
16. vegan diet - 5 points: 0
17. vegitarian diet - for shame, no points: 0
18. food not bombs participation - 5 points: 0
19. straight edge - 5 points: 0
20. aspiring photographer - 3 points: 3
21. using adj from the late 80's/ early 90's (i.e. rad, gnarly, rockin', etc.) 1 point for each word in vernacular: 0
22. pins/buttons 1/2 point each: 8
23. plugs/body piercings - 2 points each: 2
24. vinyl collection - 10 points: 0
25. moldy peaches fan - 10 points: 0
26. liking metal seriously - deduct 5 points: 0
27. liking metalcore - 5 points: 0
28. reading books over 300 pages long - 3 points: 3
39. riding a bike - 5 points: 5
30. participating in "the mosh" - 5 points: 5
31. tea aficianado - 5 points: 0
32. writing poetry - 5 points: 5
33. attended 50 shows or more in a year - 2 points: 0
34. attending hell fest - 5 points: 0
35. being in a band - 5 points: 5
36. working at an indy record store/health food store - 5 points: 0
37. clapping durring midpaced part of a song - 5 points: 5
Total = 56

0-24 - poser! get out or be forced out.
25-44 - beginner. attend more shows, buy more records, you'll be fine.
45-74 - scenester. you've been around awhile and you know what's up, good job.
75 - or more - GOD! i bow to thee with your knowledge of everything hardcore. (as i listen to nfg.)

they say, i'm a scenester. what the hell? i don't know what that means! hah!